Wednesday, May 25, 2011

If not i


As selfish as some are, i could never stoop that low.. its all or nothing..goin with the flow.. take me away from yesterday and bring me to oblivion.. 

Give 100% or nothing at all.. either emotions are sky high or simply gone ...there is no movie, poem, or song to describe the moment it went wrong 

do it with heart
do it with soul
the minute you dont the world is so cold

See past my eyes and thru my soul 
My heart is made of gold
It used to be black it used to be cold 
it used to say "Fuck it" when things got old
now it cries for understanding
a simple phrase or the right reply
not a barrage of deceit or lies 

They called me blackheart for a long time
The Past and Present determine why 
the future should be bright not dreary
All the while we are weary 

Playing the victim when your in the wrong
Your not torn your actually strong
Take back the words that have no meaning
If they were used in vain or just for teasing

Craving the wrong things from the wrong places
will lead to an empty abyss
Karma aint shit..im a bigger bitch
Alter egos that need stroking 
are not meant to be held by a one and only

Complain about your scars or make a change
If not i..then who?.. will heal your pain


-jdm